12 :56 I stay up late out of defiance against myself, I guess. If I flick the switch shut my eyes and crawl into the realm, I’ve given up on the day, thrown in the blanket, so to speak, and decided no, it’s ok, you fucked up today, but tomorrow will be new and empty [...]
Posts Tagged ‘solitude’
Shatter Shatter
Posted in poetry, tagged control, emotion, fear of the future, free verse, poetry, sleep, solitude, the future on August 15, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Taught You Everything You Know
Posted in poetry, tagged body image, coping, creativity, daily life, destiny, dreams, emotion, fear of the future, free verse, future, identity, life, life experience, meaningful living, memory, personality, philosophy, poetry, solitude, the future, work, writing on August 14, 2010 | 1 Comment »
The Rules I am so unsure of everything I know inside my skin outside in the air I have no clue pictures look like strangers reflections like ghosts that have haunted me since childhood when, at times, I stood in front of the mirror, eyes unfocused trying to picture who I would resemble when older [...]
In a Boat
Posted in poetry, tagged career, career choice, career choices, childhood, coping, creativity, daily life, emotion, free verse, growing up, identity, kitchen sink, life, life experience, marbles, meaningful living, memory, missed opportunities, outdoors, philosophy, poetry, solitude, spiralbound notebooks, the future, work on July 2, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Everlasting Green something in me trembles as I stand over the precipice of the sink and look into the drain at pencils, marbles of this millenia, spirals of notebook bounds with nostalgia, bliss of young 18 year old confused me when I go to where the trees beckon and file this year I fear I [...]
Steady Opener
Posted in poetry, tagged adults, autism, autism spectrum disorder, autistic child, autistic children, children, comprehension, daily life, discrimination, free verse, helping, isolation, learning, open mindedness, poetry, solitude, understanding, world, writing on June 26, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Fix you aren’t my children I guide, I give back mend the wings cover the air hold you out so you can slip between the cracks of cruelty, ignorance in the faces of people who don’t know where their world stops and yours begins Love, Muse
Stella
Posted in poetry, tagged bodies of water, calm, countryside, dreams, dusk, emotion, evening, free verse, identity, inner calm, inner peace, life, life experience, meaningful living, meditation, memory, mindfulness, nature, night, peace, peaceful, pebbles, poetry, pond, quiet, rocks, solitude, stars, still water, summer, sunset, water, wilderness, Wildlife, writing, zen on June 25, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Depart just once, it was clear like a pond plum coloured the day set and I looked upon the rocks and thought easier to fish when you have the correct net for catching stars Love, Muse
Used News
Posted in poetry, tagged being human, body image, coping, daily life, emotion, free verse, identity, imagination, inner eye, inner monologue, life, narcissism, poetry, psyche, solitude, souls, vanity on June 9, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
A Selfish Poem i don’t know you it’s always that stranger with my eyes that look different in the mirror of my head than the one in front of my sink. my fingers are thin on the inside. my feet smaller than lily pads hair that moves exactly where it’s supposed to when I turn [...]
Rubber Bug
Posted in poetry, tagged being alive, being human, blue, cold, coping, depression, dreams, ears, emotion, facing fears, fear of the future, feeling trapped, future, hope, inner battles, inner demons, inner turmoil, living, loneliness, meaningful living, mouth, nature, poetry, problem solving, sea, solitude, the future, the ocean, the sea, tide, water, waves, writing on April 10, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
To The Tide wandering it’s like I’m drifting in to the blue sea waves licking my lips and tickling the small hairs over my mouth gurgling cold into my ears lapping my shoulders and pulling me back out far far away from the shore Love, Muse
Updays
Posted in poetry, tagged cities, city, daily life, emotion, free verse, hill, identity, life, meaningful living, memory, nature, outdoors, poetry, sky, solitude, trees, writing on March 14, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
The City Far it used to be this easy to get up and go to a hill stand out over the trees and look now you can barely see the sky. Love, Muse
Door Knob Lockstop
Posted in poetry, tagged boats, books, creativity, darwin, destiny, dreams, evolution, exploration, free verse, knowledge, life, life experience, missed opportunities, natural history, nature, poetry, science, ships, solitude, the future, the search for knowledge, truth, voyages, wisdom on March 5, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
To All You Explorers the bitter in me lost a fight to be the best pleased all you scholars wrote the book on capturing the world ended up with one less ship had to call it a day before evolution caught up with us. Love, Muse
Stop Sud
Posted in poetry, tagged anonymity, cities, city, daily life, dreams, emotion, free verse, ipod, life, meaningful living, neighborhood, passersby, people, philosophy, poetry, solitude, trains, urban life, walking, zoning out on February 26, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
In Case Of in this muck steps to this door are far through the cars weaving with trees I balance in my head and click on. you give a soundtrack to life inside out. I take my stories and apply like glue to the cut-out people moving by. Love, Muse
